There’s something to be said about being sick: it sucks!
I hate feeling helpless. I hate asking people for help. It takes all I have in me to tell someone I am sick. I do not like being treated like a child. Then I think, maybe I need that. Maybe, just maybe, it is my bodies way of telling me to slow down, take it easy FOR ONCE. I’m not the kind of girl to slow down. I’m always on the go, always doing something. It kills me to stop for even a few minutes. Why is it so hard for me to let someone else take care of me? You would thing that I would jump at the chance. Ha….YEAH, RIGHT. To me, that is a sign of weakness- needing someones help. How did I come into that mentality?
Maybe it is time for me to learn that’s it’s okay to need someones help.